I'm letting you know that I'm still alive.

Sometimes you sit down at the keyboard and it decides what's going to happen. And that's what happened... Live recorded as one-take in Audacity from AKAI MPC session.

Sometimes you look back with a touch of nostalgia. That things weren't so bad. That you managed to do something. That you got to this point. You can congratulate yourself. You've overcome so many adversities. You're standing on top of that mountain and looking at the sky. And then you realize that you have to throw yourself down with your eyes closed, so that you can fly towards the stars...

When I escape into any kind of gluing of sounds, then I feel truly free, unfettered, calm. Then I am truly myself. Thank you for all the signs of sympathy. Really, thanks to them, I live and can take off for further bursts to fly into the lands of sounds...

It comes in the evenings, it comes when it is unexpected, it strikes then, knocking you off your feet, taking away all your strength. It only allows you to escape into the sleepy fog of oblivion. Powerlessness woven from pain. Unfinished death, flowing secretly through arteries, stealing oxygen and body heat. The approaching silence of the grave.