FREIHEIT UND KEINE ZWÄNGE MEHR SICH IN KEINER ECKEN DRÄNGEN ZU LASSEN UND SEIN EIGENE WEGE ZU BESCHREITEN EIN SUPER SONG SCREAMING PHOENIX

Väldigt bra gjort detta, helt Phoenix!!👌🎵🎶

Longings are strange things. When someone wishes to see someone. "Fate has decided!" "NO!" What was intended is not visible. But something else happened. Probably something better. The one thing that was intended to bring more questions. The other thing that opened up answers questions. A guess, not knowledge. The meaning behind it remains hidden for now. This one will come, what is meant to be. Time will decide what is meant to be and who will live. Time and fate are sometimes evil perpetrators. Little traitors. They hide and reveal the secret when they have decided: "It's time!!!" But questions come again. But more relaxed. A door closed. I didn't decide. It became the other side. A new one opened. This one remains closed. It is no longer open. Blocked at every point. I wanted it that way. That's how I did it. A breakup and the pressure that builds up aren't in my mind either. My goals aren't compatible with that person. I need time for myself. They don't want to understand. I feel pressured. Emotionally cornered again. Forced on me without meaning. I decide, and that's what I want. Together, with certainty. But I've spoken with this person often enough. A relationship doesn't cross my mind. We've both spoken. But it feels like it's within reach. She's crossed the line again. No gentle progress. Pushing, shoving, leveraging, that's it. Wanting more, all well and good. But my line remains firm and unbroken. What I want is not what I get. Not my thing, not my area. Pushing me doesn't give me anything at all. Something forced upon me is supposed to be freedom? Not at all, a resounding "No!!!". It wasn't together. It was forcing. What should happen? Loki is gone. Never seen again. It doesn't occur to me to rummage through my thoughts. Everything that's happened indicates that they wanted to capture me. I've left the golden cage behind me. I swore to myself: "NO!!!" That will never happen again.